Looking out the window on the train from Sackville to DC (via Montreal and NYC) I'm filled with such a sad sense of leaving the place where I belong most. Every birch and pine, the old farms and fields, the ponds and marshlands, the birds, the snow, the churches and little white Maritime house, the hilly landscape and majestic dead trees, the empty winding roads, the villages – seen in their entirety from the train and understood as a single entity –, the cows and horses, the bilingual signs, the red mud of the Bay of Fundy and the simple bridges that span across it – all these things seem to tear a piece out of me as I pass by them, holding them ransom until my return. And what about all the people? And Sackville? They've definitely taken their share too.
Of course, I've left parts of myself behind in several other places, which makes it really heartwarming to return there as well, but I think there's more of me in Sackville than anywhere else. That's why I'd say it's where I belong most; it's where I'm most complete.
Recently I was visited by a very good friend who had just returned from a long walk in the woods, and I asked her what she had observed. 'Nothing in particular,' she replied. I might have been incredulous had I not been accustomed to such responses, for long ago I became convinced that the seeing see little.
How was it possible, I asked myself, to walk for an hour through the woods and see nothing worthy of note? I who cannot see find hundreds of things to interest me through mere touch. I feel the delicate symmetry of a leaf. I pass my hands lovingly about the smooth skin of a silver birch, or the rough, shaggy bark of a pine. In spring I touch the branches of trees hopefully in search of a bud, the first sign of awakening Nature after her winter's sleep. I feel the delightful, velvety texture of a flower, and discover its remarkable convolutions; and something of the miracle of Nature is revealed to me.
-Helen Keller, Three Days to See (1933)
NB: Helen Keller was deaf-blind.
How was it possible, I asked myself, to walk for an hour through the woods and see nothing worthy of note? I who cannot see find hundreds of things to interest me through mere touch. I feel the delicate symmetry of a leaf. I pass my hands lovingly about the smooth skin of a silver birch, or the rough, shaggy bark of a pine. In spring I touch the branches of trees hopefully in search of a bud, the first sign of awakening Nature after her winter's sleep. I feel the delightful, velvety texture of a flower, and discover its remarkable convolutions; and something of the miracle of Nature is revealed to me.
-Helen Keller, Three Days to See (1933)
NB: Helen Keller was deaf-blind.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Stories from Sackville, Part V: Belonging
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Home is a powerful idea, isn't it? I felt like I was coming back together the first time I went back to Pennsylvania after my parents moved out West...the familiarity and love that you feel for the place/s is just incomparable. I start to get a similar feeling when I come back here--not as strong, but it's getting there...
Yes, even dumb Americans get to feeling nostalgic sometimes.... :-P
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